Different Fonts of Me

by Karissa Bone

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1.
Last night, I was standing in the corner Waiting for you to come over We were both edging closer and closer and closer Last night, you were right on the tip of my tongue Don't normally like PDA But I let you pin me to the wall anyway Maybe it was just four am And I wanted to feel something But the truth is I don't do this, cause if it gets deep I'm scared I'll want you to want me And you'll leave I don't think I'm your type, so I'm blurring all your lines Twisting every word to mean nothing Cause the truth is, I'm scared It might mean something In hindsight, it wasn't an accident Think I manifested, but I'm second-guessing And telling my friends I'm not into it In hindsight, you kept giving me compliments So I wanted to punch you But I kinda wanted to let go and let myself kiss you again Maybe it was just four am And I wanted to feel something But the truth is I don't do this, cause if it gets deep I'm scared I'll want you to want me And you'll leave I don't think I'm your type, so I'm blurring all your lines Twisting every word to mean nothing Cause the truth is, I'm scared It might mean something To me Oh, mean something to you And mean something to me But the truth is I don't do this, cause if it gets deep I'm scared I'll want you to want me And you'll leave I don't think I'm your type, so I'm blurring all your lines Twisting every word to mean nothing Cause the truth is, I'm scared It might mean something
2.
We sat in fields of lavender On a beautiful sunny evening It was hard to focus, I noticed You didn't kiss me We walked along the river It just started to get cold I never felt like a prisoner But you never felt like home You felt like October Why does it feel like October Mm You're always so intentional Like black coffee in the morning You're like a game of chess to me, I'm guessing Which piece will leave me warring And I wish I'd seen it sooner (you left me guessing and wanting more) But that's not how this one goes From far away you're beautiful But it's best not to get too close You felt like October Oh Why does it feel like October Mm You felt like October Oh Why does it feel like October Mm And oh that was months ago It feels like yesterday It's that type of pain And oh why does it feel like Nothing's changed I'm stuck in fields of lavender On a beautiful sunny evening The clouds seem to whisper, they're bitter Or maybe I'm projecting It feels like October Oh Why does it feel like October Mmm
3.
I'm the girl you like to talk about other girls with Cause I'm comfortable and girl-next-door And not good at being honest Why'm I the girl you get to plague with all your exes With all your failed attempts At different fonts of me We're a horror movie And I'm scared of the ending, baby So I'm watching through my fingers Cause I know it'll get bloody We're a horror movie There's this version of you in my notebook Where I write my songs And it's perfect, it's worth it Trying not to mess it up Cause I want you like Romeo and Juliet But I'm trying not to get us both killed I want you like I'm Jack and you're Rose But I know that we won't stay afloat We're a horror movie And I'm scared of the ending, baby So I'm watching through my fingers Cause I know this is gonna get bloody We're a horror movie You're climbing up the stairs I'm walking through the woods Our time is running out So why am I waiting for you? We're wasting time that we don't have We're wasting time that we don't have We're wasting time that we don't have We're wasting time We're a horror movie And I'm scared of the ending, baby So I'm watching through my fingers Cause I know this is gonna get bloody We're a horror movie So I'm watching through my fingers Cause I know this is gonna get bloody We're a horror movie
4.
Holding On 01:53
I worry for the next step in the equation I overthink even the shortest conversations I tend to spiral when the sun goes down I'll close my eyes, pretend my mind is sound But I'm holding, holding on I'm holding, holding on I'm holding, holding on I'm holding, holding on
5.
I'll take another sip of Jack Daniels You'll say I'm an old man, but I like how it burns a little I'm always drunk in your vicinity I'm always confusing you confusing me Take another sip from the elephant in the room Trip over a smile in your old Adidas shoes You know I never lie, I wish that I could lie 'Cause what are we gonna do I'll just pour this shot down the drain I can't lead you on again Ain't it funny how it all goes to shit I'm sorry everyone knows I can't be what you wanted Ain't it funny how you get stuck in the middle of it I'm sorry but we're too close Ain't it funny how it all goes like this Ah just like this Ah I always said I was the queen of bad decisions Bet right now you wish you would've listened Never been the type to pray to Aphrodite Never knew that I could feel so fucking guilty I'll pour this shot down the drain I can't lead you on again Ain't it funny how it all goes to shit I'm sorry everyone knows I can't be what you wanted Ain't it funny how you get stuck in the middle of it I'm sorry but we're too close Ain't it funny how it all goes like this Ah just like this Ah If you ask me why, I'll say that I tried I'll say I'm the worst and just keep on running If you ask me why, I'll sprint to the finish So I don't have to talk and don't have to listen Ain't it funny how it all goes to shit I'm sorry everyone knows I can't be what you wanted Ain't it funny how you get stuck in the middle of it I'm sorry but we're too close Ain't it funny how it all goes like this Ah just like this Ah just like this Ah just like this Ah
6.
I like the way that the fog rolls in On a cool day when it's raining I I like the way that you just commit But I don't wanna say, don't wanna say it I like the way that you say my first name Like it's something special, like it's not so plain I I'm hoping that you feel the same But I don't wanna say, don't wanna say it I'll just run through the puddles in my Mary Janes Thinkin bout how things never go my way Walking through the city lights Wishing you were by my side Three words why can't I say em right I've always been afraid of heights Running twenty stories high Wishing I could take the dive Three words why can't I say em right I've always been afraid Of heights Of heights I like the way that you kiss me It's like you're listening, it's like the silver screen I'm gone a day and you miss me But I don't wanna say, don't wanna say it So I'll just run through the puddles in my Mary Janes Thinkin bout how things never go my way I never seem to stay Walking through the city lights Wishing you were by my side Three words why can't I say em right I've always been afraid of heights Running twenty stories high Wishing I could take the dive Three words why can't I say em right I've always been afraid Of falling, falling (I'm falling, I'm falling) Falling, falling, falling (I'm falling, I'm falling) Ooo I've always been afraid Of falling, falling (I've always been afraid of falling) Falling, falling, falling (I'm falling, I'm falling) Of heights (I've always been afraid of falling) Of heights (I'm falling) Of heights (I've always been afraid of falling) Of heights (I'm falling) Heights (I've always been afraid of falling) Of Heights

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This is my very first project and I am so happy it's available for your ears now:) I unknowingly started working on this EP when I was 16, and after many years and edits of songs that are close to my heart, the project came together so beautifully. If you like soft, indie, singer-songwriter, with a little bit of folk, this one's for you.

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released November 10, 2023

1. It Might Mean Something
Written by Karissa Bone, Kat Harville, and Mario Garraffo
Produced & Mixed by Brompton
Mastered by Oren Levin

2. Feels Like October
Written by Karissa Bone
Produced by Jondren Hwang & Karissa Bone
Mixed by Daniel Chae & Jondren Hwang
Mastered by Oren Levin

3. Horror Movie (EP Version)
Written by Karissa Bone & Tom Siletto
Produced by Karissa Bone, Tom Siletto, Jondren Hwang, and Brompton
Mixed by Brompton
Mastered by Oren Levin

4. Holding On
Written by Karissa Bone
Produced by Karissa Bone and Jondren Hwang
Strings performed by Jondren Hwang
Mixed by Jondren Hwang
Mastered by Oren Levin

5. Ain't It Funny
Written by Karissa Bone
Produced by Jondren Hwang & Karissa Bone
Mastered by Oren Levin

6. Afraid of Heights
Written by Karissa Bone & Jondren Hwang
Produced by Jondren Hwang & Karissa Bone
Mastered by Oren Levin

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Karissa Bone Los Angeles, California

Following in the footsteps of literally no one, Karissa Bone is not famous! She is an indie pop artist/songwriter from the beautiful state of Michigan who just wants to release music that will make people cry.


She’s been writing ‘sops’ (sad bops) since the age of 7 on her trusty 1990 Yamaha Keyboard (not for sale) and has endured songwriting training at Berklee College of Music.
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